Until you're distress sleeps....

The truth

Tue, 15 Nov 2011 19:04:40 -0500

Me: I had to.
Her: It wasn't your place. Honestly, I feel bad. I feel like SHIT.
Me: I'm sorry.
Her: No, no. No. You're not. Cause when you're sorry, you'll do whatever it takes to mend it even if it means taking yourself out of the equation. To stop the hurt, to the stop the chaos, you step aside and let it be; because you feel bad. You; you just keep attacking it. Time will heal all wounds. But until then, everyone should just do what's best and stop being selfish.
Me: Friends catch friends when they fall.
Her: Not if they want to hit rock bottom. I'm stepping aside because I'm sorry; not because it's what he wants or needs. Cause on the real? Now that I know her story I could've been done helped him get her back even after all the shit he said. But he doesn't want help. He'll realize everything himself. Hitting the bottom always knocks some sense into you.
Me: You would help him?
Her: Of course. We might be Asshole and Bitch to each other, and might have used each other but a friend is a friend.
Me: I wouldn't after what he's said about you...
Her: He can think whatever he wants; I know the truth of the matter no matter what it is that he perceives it as. I'll be the scapegoat. I don't mind. He sees me as the 'bad guy'. Whatever.
Me: How's you and your BF?
Her: He's cute.... Too cute... I wanna taint him.

She's the worst of the worst, isn't she?

rawrgazzmic: Such a great reminder. “Mistakes” and “mess ups”...

Tue, 15 Nov 2011 18:47:07 -0500

rawrgazzmic:

Such a great reminder.

“Mistakes” and “mess ups” are lessons so that when you do meet the one you are meant to be with you don’t mess it up with them.

Word. See ya later? If you come anyhow I need to go and get things settled.

gazequotes: the GazettE - anata no tame no kono inochi The...

Sun, 13 Nov 2011 23:24:36 -0500

gazequotes:

the GazettE - anata no tame no kono inochi

The Invisible Red String will always keep those two people bound to each other, not matter who might get entangled in it.

Fairytale story that had things all happening at the wrong time. And now their string is about to be severed for good. And I blame myself.

Hands

Fri, 11 Nov 2011 03:52:57 -0500

closed while clenching tighter and tighter to bear any and all pain

but one forgets that anything that might come to help soothe away such pain can’t because your hands are closed. Open them back up.

rawrgazzmic: I don’t really need to comment on this, do I?

Fri, 11 Nov 2011 03:51:26 -0500

rawrgazzmic:

I don’t really need to comment on this, do I?

gazequotes: - the GazettE, Miseinen I know this is something...

Tue, 08 Nov 2011 01:20:06 -0500

gazequotes:

- the GazettE, Miseinen

I know this is something that many people around me want to do.

So I’ll send this message and remind them…

Dream vs Reality

Tue, 08 Nov 2011 01:17:39 -0500

rawrgazzmic:

It seemed so bright because it was a dream vs the boring reality.

It’s a nice thought though; to be that happy, for all of those sweet words (lies) to be true and real…

Believe what you will. This is why they call love blind. Because your eyes are closed and you’re still dreaming. But for the sake of memories and happiness hold on tight to those dreams. Even if they are (lies) only to be just that; dreams and never reality.

“Never regret something that once made you smile.”

=( Did you guys break up again?

Remember sweet poisonous lies are addictive and infectious. You know what you’re being fed but sometimes you don’t care. You just want the hurt to stop.

Chin up cuz

Cali will be a good escape. Come soon <3

In the end

Mon, 07 Nov 2011 00:44:01 -0500

The concept is still the same.

The ‘label’ on the product is different but the product itself is still what you like/want. The product is still the product.

There was warning.

My jaw hurts. I’m going to sleep now.

Nope

Sat, 05 Nov 2011 15:08:41 -0400

Anything she left out she just spilled. She said I want to stick my nose in it it better go deeper and make it worth what she’s gonna do to me

Yes, Betty. Everyone wants to grow a vagina.

Wed, 26 Oct 2011 20:16:00 -0400

Yes, Betty. Everyone wants to grow a vagina.